拚爛 (pun2 laan2) — to give up on oneself and act recklessly; to write oneself off as hopeless and let oneself go in Cantonese
punˊ²拚laanˊ²爛简 拚烂
Mandarin Pinyin: pan4 lan4
Meaning of 拚爛
nounto give up on oneself and act recklessly; to write oneself off as hopeless and let oneself go